Craptown....I mean Youngstown, OH

What a crap hole. I am currently sitting in Ty, the ringmasters truck waiting for the animal walk. Weather forecast for the week is freezing rain every single day. There is nothing in this town. I drove around for 20 minutes trying to find fast food. Nothing. So then I said to myself, Kate just eat something from a gas station. Nothing. Apparently people don't need gas in this town either. All I have seen is rain, train tracks, run down houses and more rain. Thank God we only have 5 shows. I got a call at 8:45 this morning saying the animal walk would be at 9. I rushed out of bed, didn't have timeto get coffee from downstairs and drove like a bat out of hell to get here on time. Now, 2 hours later I am still waiting. I think Friday I am putting my 2 weeks in. I am tired, I miss home, I miss my puppies, and I really miss Casey. I have lived in this crazy world for 9 months now (holy crap) and I think it is time to pack my bags and start something else- whatever that might be. To all the ladies in my life- if you have read the email regarding the maxipad letter- that is how I feel today. Keep all potential life threatening weapons away from me today and for the next 4-5 days because I might endanger someone!